Heartsong is a lullaby to my two children. I wanted to write a song that they could have all their lives to help them feel connected to me for their lives. They could even share it with their children one day. My heartsong is also the beginning of their story. It is such an honour to be a mother and to love a child with my entire heart. It isn’t that you don’t make mistakes as a mother, but for me I navigated motherhood with no regrets. I always wanted to have children and to love them the best that I could.
This lullaby is about how my children would have heard my heartbeat when they were in my womb. My heart rhythm was their rhythm. My breath was their breath. They were housed in my body as I loved them into existence. We were one, until they were born. Once they were in the world they continued to be comforted by my breath, my voice, my scent, my heartbeat, and my nurturing. They are a drop in an ocean and a beautiful crystal that cracks their mother open.
To be a mother, and a parent is a special calling. You are grown by your children. When you first become a parent, you are a keeper of this new soul. You do your best with the many decisions that impact their life. Sometimes you get it wrong. Sometimes your pain and wounds negatively affect the child. You have a lifelong opportunity to heal and make changes in your life and in your children’s life. This opportunity exists until your final breath.
At any time in motherhood, I realized that I could hold my child and feel the connection through the heartbeat, the breath, and the body marking. This yielding and embracing is one of my favorite moments with my children. It is home. It is divine. There are few words in this surrender. One of my favorite things was to hold my babies in the nape of my neck. This is the most intimate embraces I know. There is a scent and a closeness that I know and cherish with my children. That feeling and closeness all mothers feel or for all those who mother.
The bridge of this song is about the joy of motherhood. While it may be difficult, the time goes so quickly. I am so grateful that I could be a mother and could experience this kind of healing and depth of love. With my children I found my heartsong and I get to sing it out loud. I write and then sing my songs to my children. They have been raised with my music always playing. They know my voice and my stories. In fact, they fell asleep to my songs and watch me perform them to others all their life. They gave me the courage and the purpose to be my best.
I wanted to give all children this song. Every child wants to be held, loved, and accepted by their mother, whether or not they have birth parents, adopted parents, good parents, or challenging parents. I wanted to send this song out to every person that wanted the love from the divine feminine. I could see the Star Mothers when I wrote or channeled this song, singing to their star children everywhere. We know our ancient mothers’ song and their voices. They call us to them and give us what we need.
Song Medicine
The song medicine for Heartsong is based in mother. The star sign is pisces, a water sign. The lemurian crystal and clear quartz crystals are a symbol of mother, divine mother, healing power of water and ancient Lemuria. The sacred geometry of this song is the double helix which is our DNA structure and the backbone of our current understanding of ourselves. The key is C major and the frequency is 110 hz also deeply resonating with the base of our spine, where life begins. The passionflower is a symbol of the passion of Christ and each petal represents the 10 apostles. Myrrh is the essential oil for this song, which is a sacred oil that uplifts our spirit to the divine. It is used in rituals to enhance the experience and create a divine space. The chaga mushroom is the adaptogen for the song which connects the listener to the spirit world and decalcifies the pineal gland.
This song opens and clears the causal chakra with its white and gold colour. The Archangel overlooking the causal chakra (right above your crown chakra) is Christiel who holds the Christ light frequencies. This chakra holds your divine feminine light and is connected to the moon. This chakra has a single chamber and holds a higher consciousness of peace, love, truth and joy. This song offers the healing solution of releasing ancestral mother patterns. Its impact is sound therapy, as the Star Mothers sing as song we recognize. The body wants to move and dance in joy as it receives. The affirmation of this song is to “awaken to the healer within you.”
Song Prescription
Sign: Pisces (water)
Crystal: Lemurian Crystal
Flower: Passionflower
Essential Oil: Myrrh
Adaptogen: Chaga Mushroom
Tree: Olive
Body Location: Base of the spine
Key: C major
Frequency: 110 Hz
Colour: White/gold
Geometry: Double Helix
Chakra: Causal chakra
Healing Solution – Release mother patterns across the lineage
Healing Modality – Sound therapy
Body – Dance/movement
Archangel – Christiel
Affirmation: Awaken to the healer within
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